Now It's Time to Say Goodbye

Now It's Time to Say Goodbye

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Now It's Time to Say Goodbye

Now It's Time to Say Goodbye

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Overview

“An utterly gripping thriller . . . and a highly sophisticated piece of literary legerdemain” from the Lambda Award-winning author of Night Soil (The New York Times).

When the five hundreth person they know dies of AIDS, Colin and Justin flee New York City. They end up in Galatia, a Kansas town founded by freed slaves in the wake of the Civil War whose population is now divided, evenly but uneasily, between African Americans descended from the town's founders and Caucasians who buy up more of the town's land with each passing year. But within weeks of relocating, they are implicated in a harrowing crime, and discover that they can't outrun their own tortured history, nor that of their new home. An encompassing, visionary, many-threaded work, Now It's Time to Say Goodbye is an American novel of great scope and nearly mythological intensity.

This is the third volume of Gospel Harmonies, a series of seven stand-alone books that follow the character of John in various guises as he attempts to navigate the uneasy relationship between the self and the postmodern world.

“[A] fascinating melodrama of sexual and racial confusion, conflict, and injustice.” -Kirkus Reviews

“[Filled] with an emotional vengeance, dramatic breadth and observant fervency that brings his every gift to fruition.” -Los Angeles Times Sunday Book Review

“It is horrifying and funny and then too funny to be horrifying, or too horrifying to amuse. It is fiercely compelling and profoundly unpleasant. It is a virtuoso technical exercise that is also soul-music.” -The Boston Globe


Editorial Reviews

The Barnes & Noble Review
Not many authors try their hand at the gothic literary novel, and few have succeeded as well as Dale Peck does in Now It's Time to Say Goodbye . This ambitious, experimental novel features a pair of unlikely lovers looking for refuge from their AIDS-stricken urban community who stumble upon a small town with its own unique horrors. Part mythos and part queerstory, Now It's Time to Say Goodbye was one of the most distinctive literary novels of 1998, and now it's out in an affordable trade paperback edition.

The gothic literary novel is something many greater and lesser writers have tried their hand at, each with some remarkable degree of success — although even in failure, a gothic story has its own way of succeeding. The bottom line of gothic horror, it seems to me, is that the psychologies of its players must somehow bleed the truth beneath their skins without ever having to tell anything of hidden secrets directly to each other. In essence, we the readers are part of the psychology of the gothic horror novel, too, for we bring our own understandings and complexities to the story in trying to figure out how the mysterious pieces come together. Dale Peck is a young writer who has been quick to establish himself in the literary world with his recent novels Martin and John and The Law of Enclosures. With his new one, Now It's Time to Say Goodbye , he has entered the ranks of first-rate literary novelists making a foray into a very nearly surreal gothic landscape, as far from the New York literary world as, well...Kansas, the setting ofthisnovel.

And it's a gay novel, as well.

Colin Nieman and Justin Time, lovers in New York who have the most unequal relationship in recent literary memory, are fed up with the world. Colin has compiled a list of their friends who have died of AIDS in the past several years. He has sworn that when the list reaches 500, they will move as far away from the urban world of epidemics and dying youth as possible. First, they take trips around the world to find such places, but there seems to be no haven from the disease. Then they find it in a small town in Kansas, very close to the center of the United States. It's a town that is truly forked, for half of it is called Galatea, the other half Galatia. The former is the white side of town, a part of the area that has no real history of its own and is in many ways completely ignorant of its other half. Galatia, on the other hand, is the historic area, a community founded before the Civil War by free blacks who felt that Kansas might be a paradise for them and their descendants. But Colin and Justin have their own forks in the roads of their lives, their own secrets, their own abuses and hostilities — toward each other and their pasts — all of which begin to unravel as they enter this brave new world of the Midwest.

It is on the black side of town that Colin and Justin arrive, meeting an array of characters that at first seem laboriously funky; but as the novel progresses, they become very real and extremely fascinating people. If you noted Justin's slightly jokey and pretentious name (Justin Time), you'll find it is just one abuse of names in the world of this novel. The essence of what a name is and what it does for a person's identity comes into question through the story, in which things are named in order to both cover up a secret and distinguish between "us" and "them." Oddly, I found something in the book that reminded me very much of Joyce Carol Oates's work, even while I saw no real similarities of plot or style. This book reads very spiritually, and I found myself caring deeply about the outcome of an involving and mysterious story about people who at first seemed shallow and uninvolved in life. The horror of the story derives from murders and rapes that are like a continuum of the Galatea-Galatia divergence, and the identity of the stalking monster who committed them and seems to control the imagination of all who live within this small Kansas town's boundaries.

Dale Peck's voice is clear and gorgeous, and his characters are like labyrinths waiting to be explored. Highly recommended.

—Douglas Clegg

The New York Times

Now It's Time to Say Goodbye is that rare thing: an utterly gripping thriller -- crammed full of suspense, Gothic horror and often startling violence -- and a highly sophisticated piece of literary legerdemain. This dark, ferocious book reads like Twin Peaks and Pulp Fiction combined with Days of Heaven and To Kill a Mockingbird, with some bits of Faulkner, Carson McCullers and Flannery O'Connor thrown in for good measure.

Michiko Kakutani

This dark, ferocious book reads like Twin Peaks and Pulp Fiction combined with Days of Heavenv and To Kill a Mockingbird, with some bits of Faulkner, Carson McCullers and Flannery O'Connor thrown in for good measure. [Peck] has given us a big, galvanic nove, a novel that stands as the capstone, thus far, of his impressive career.
New York Times

Celia McGee

[Peck] revists the places and pasts of his earlier fiction...with an emotional vengence, dramatic bredth and observant fervency that brings his every gift to frution.. It chills. That if falls unltimately into a pattern beautiful, affecting and rational strongly proves Peck's mastery as a writer.
LA Times Book Review

Barcelona Review

Peck seems to try to balance his post-modern style and approach with the genre of thriller. Doesn't work....For those who enjoy a good thriller, the novel falls flat for lack of fulfilling that genre's prime criteria: a believable plot and, most importantly, a satisfactory denouement. For those who can forego the need for clear, even semi-logical explanations in hopes of gaining some deeper insight into, say, the creative process or whatever else the novel might spew up, then there are myriads of elliptical avenues to explore...this one's a big, fat turkey.

Rob Walker

Young American novelists strike many poses these days -- clever, savvy, confessional, shocking, pissed-off, self-aggrandizing, ironic (especially ironic) -- but what they rarely are is merely sincere. Dale Peck, however, is a young novelist whose first two novels struck many readers as remarkably sincere, as though he really believed he could win you over simply by stringing together one lovely sentence after another.

This is also true of Peck's third book, Now It's Time To Say Goodbye, despite the fact that its plot is both sensational and preposterous. Both of Peck's previous books pushed the envelope, but each did so through narrative experimentation more than over-the-top story lines. His first novel, Martin and John, was not so much about two characters as about two roles, to whom those names are applied in a variety of set pieces dealing with love and AIDS. John shows up again in Peck's second novel, The Law of Enclosures, which is mostly about a couple named Henry and Beatrice -- though their story is unceremoniously interrupted by a 50-page memoir from a character named Dale Peck.

This time out we get a sort of hyperpotboiler centered on Colin, a successful writer, and Justin, his ex-hustler lover. They say goodbye to New York City and the long roll call of friends lost to AIDS. They move to a small, racially divided Kansas town beset by its own plague of secrets and almost immediately get caught up in the tornado of crimes and misbehavior whose eye is the lynching of an albino black boy. There's enough violence and sex here for three or four novels. There are several savage beatings. A man gets shot; a dog gets shot. There's a fire and a hanging and someone is run off the road. At one point someone else is apparently ripped apart by pigs. Then the pigs get shot. Meanwhile, everyone gets laid. In the telling, Peck switches among more than a half-dozen narrators, black and white, intelligent and dim, young and old, straight and gay, male and female. A bit much? Sometimes, yes. But for the most part, the book works surprisingly well, partly because Peck is able to pile up some fantastic sentences. So even as it becomes clear that the town's vast and terrible secrets are neither plausible nor particularly illuminating on matters of race or sex, it's still hard not to get caught up in the onion peeling.

Inevitably, though, the book's conclusion doesn't match its unwieldy buildup. Peck goes overboard with loaded names, including a mysterious woman who calls herself Rosetta Stone. Add that to the invocation of the names Martin, John, Henry and Bea, and it finally feels like some sort of code, which I'd just as soon leave to grad students. Storywise, that's a distraction. But Peck's aim isn't so much to draw you into this tornado as to blow you away with his words, and it's impressive how often he actually does this. I suppose you could make a case that what I'm calling Peck's sincerity is as much a pose as anything else. But I prefer to think of it as a stance, which is something braver, and something different altogether. -- Salon

John Brenkman

...has defied the boundaries of autobiography and novel... Few writers have Dale Peck's nerve. -- The Nation

Kirkus Reviews

Though it's not a fully successful novel, this fascinating melodrama of sexual and racial confusion, conflict, and injustice is both a bold departure from and a logical outgrowth of the brooding studies of gay angst (Martin and John, 1993; The Law of Enclosures, 1996) that established Peck as one of our most interesting younger writers. Thematic and other echoes of the earlier books resound throughout this big novel, which relates through a large chorus of townspeople's voices the explosive occurrences after writer Colin Nieman and his lover "Justin Time" flee AIDS-polluted New York for a rural Kansas town that's effectively divided into white and black subsections, Galatea and Galatia. The pair's interrelations with numerous bruised and guilty souls—a black hustler named Divine, a woman "archivist" obsessed with unearthing her town's secrets, and a wealthy matriarch who may have ordered a murder are prominent among them—reveal a dauntingly intricate heritage of violence: the lynching of a black teenager falsely accused of "touching" a young girl, the real crime that underlay the town's mania for "justice." The ambiguities in both of the novels Colin has written (and will write) and of the very one we're reading are—a bit affectedly—linked to that mystery. More persuasively, the infectious momentum here powerfully dramatizes what its characters call "humanity's need to reveal itself through written confession" and the truth that "most people have only one secret, and that secret is whom they truly love." Peck incorporates his story's grand mal particulars into a surprisingly tightly plotted narrative, weakened but not quite sunk by its penchant forexcess (the resolution of that lynching victim's story is both overwrought and opaque). And to its benefit and detriment (in almost equal measure), this very literary fiction is derivative, to varying degrees, of James Purdy, James Leo Herlihy, Erskine Caldwell, The Adventures of Tom Sawyer, and Ralph Ellison's Invisible Man. A rich, readable, frustrating mulligan stew of a novel. Peck has upped the ante impressively. After Kansas, one wonders where he'll take us next.

From the Publisher

Praise for Now It's Time to Say Goodbye

“This dark, ferocious book reads like Twin Peaks and Pulp Fiction combined with Days of Heaven and To Kill a Mockingbird, with some bits of Faulkner, Carson McCullers and Flannery O’Connor thrown in for good measure. [Peck] has given us a big, galvanic novel, a novel that stands as the capstone, thus far, of his impressive career.”
Michiko Kakutani, The New York Times
 
“Peck is not only one of the leading literary voices of his generation, but also one of the few avant-garde writers of any age who is changing the rules for prose fiction. His novels simultaneously define and defy the genre.”
Los Angeles Times

“Fiercely compelling . . . There is no place that Dale Peck is afraid to go, but what he takes for granted about human nature is just as astonishing. He does show us all of ourselves, even if we don’t want to believe.”
The Boston Globe

Now It’s Time to Say Goodbye is [a] wonder. It’s an enormous book, brilliant without being gratuitously difficult, comic, horrific, sly, a stretch that [Peck] pulls off with ease. If you didn’t know it already, you’ll by the time you’re done: Dale Peck can do whatever he wants to.”
BOMB Magazine

“With Now It’s Time to Say Goodbye, Peck has written his most complex, subtle—while appearing the most literal—and chilling tale to date. And it is monumental, one of the most disturbing and morally powerful novels of the decade. In The Importance of Being Earnest, Oscar Wilde described the truth as ‘rarely pure and never simple’—and the same can be said of the people in Now It’s Time to Say Goodbye and the stories Dale Peck has to tell.”
The Village Voice

“The most technically accomplished work to emerge from a gay publishing boom gone bust in the late ’90s. Peck’s third novel promises to break him out of the gay literary ghetto. Goodbye is an endlessly allusive and elusive thriller . . . There simply aren’t enough superlatives to describe this great American novel: erudite and lyrical, Peck’s latest is one of the best books of an outstanding literary year.”
Out
 
“A world that hints of David Lynch’s Blue Velvet: the strangeness is upsetting, off-putting, unbelievable, and—through the inescapable power of Peck’s unyielding style—completely riveting.”
Philadelphia Inquirer

Library Journal

04/01/2015
Two New Yorkers flee the AIDS epidemic to a small Kansas town where they are thrown into the place's dark and complicated past in this 1998 novel.

Product Details

BN ID: 2940169700909
Publisher: Brilliance Audio
Publication date: 07/16/2019
Edition description: Unabridged

Read an Excerpt

1.01
Justin

If it's after midnight it’s my birthday.
     I once picked up a novel that started that way, but before I could read more than a few lines something distracted me. Though I remember the bookstore, which is closed now, and the distraction—he was about six foot three—I don’t remember anything else about the novel, neither title nor author nor what came next. But even so, I’ve never forgotten that line. I don’t know why. If it’s after midnight it’s my birthday. Evocative maybe, but also pretty meaningless. Still, it’s stayed with me, popped into my head from time to time, and shortly after I left Galatea it came to me again. During my year there I was witness to one rape, several murders, and something that, context aside, I can only call a riot, but in twelve months not one single person celebrated a birthday. No, only the town observed its birthday. Only the town, as Rosemary Krebs insisted all along, was important, and with that in mind I feel safe in saying that the story you are about to read is the story of a place, not a person. It is like a parade: though one marcher after another will step forward and claim to be the star, it is, in the end, the spectacle of stardom itself that lingers in the memory. And so I, first on, will now step aside, first off; but I leave this impression with you, a palimpsest that lingers behind the remainder of these words. If it’s after midnight it’s my birthday. In a way, I am striking a bargain with you: if you can make that one sentence mean something, then I promise to take care of everything else.


1.02
Melvin Cartwright


He opened his eyes.
    The porch light’s glow pulsed through rain sluicing down his bedroom window. His eyes had their pick-a things to choose from—the mirror on the wall, the stack of read and reread detective novels in the comer, the photographs of his parents and sister—but they settled finally on the painting of Jesus he had made in Bible camp when he was eight years old. The rain-soaked light caused the Savior’s heaven-gazing eyes to cry-shadows of tears.
    The phone rang again.
    He knew before he answered what it would be. Not who. What. Wasn’t no other reason for someone to call at such a ungodly hour.
    He picked up the receiver, held it to his ear without speaking. A pause, and then a quiet voice came over the line.
    “John Brown’s body lies a-moldering in the grave.”
    Melvin bit back a sound, at once a laugh and a gasp. The laughter was for the silliness of the code, the gasp was a gasp of shock and acknowledgment. It couldn’t be. But it had to be. It was.
    He composed his voice as much as possible.
    “His truth is marching on.”
    When the voice spoke again, it was in a more familiar tone, the exhortatory boom that could make a request for a glass of ice tea sound like a divine summons.
    “Was down at Cora’s Kitchen earlier this evening,” the voice said.
    “Have some-a that stew?” Melvin said.
    “I did indeed.”
    “Had some myself,” Melvin said. He paused for a moment, amazed at how easy this was, how natural it seemed, scripted.
    Scripted is not a word he would have used.
    Melvin cleared his throat. “Mighty good stew,” he said.
    “Indeed,” the voice said again, and in a word ambrosial status had been conferred on beef, carrots, potatoes, pearl onions. A pause, and then: “DuWayne Hicks was down about the same time I was. Said he heard from Vera over to the new I.G.A. that Eddie Comedy’s pulling up stakes.”
    “DuWayne shops at the new I.G.A.?” Melvin said. He was out of bed by then. He was at his bureau, pulling open a drawer. The long  yellow spiral of the phone cord wagged behind him like a jump rope warming up, or maybe winding down.
    “Well, that’s another story,’’ the voice chuckled, and, for a moment, things were almost normal. Then, in a voice deepened by seriousness: “Said he can’t find work. Eddie Comedy said.”
    “Times is rough,” Melvin assented. He had pants on by then, he had a shirt, he had the gun.
    “That’s true enough,” the voice said. “Man has to go to extreme lengths to provide for his family.” The voice broke the word ex-treme into pieces, held it out, emphasized extremity.
    “That’s true enough,” Melvin repeated. The pistol’s barrel tickled his balls, and he shifted it an inch or so to the right. Ex-treme.
    “Yep, he had himself a round of goodbye drinks out to Sloppy Jo’s. Told everyone this is it, see you later, be gone in the morning. Truck’s packed and parked in the garage.”
    “Blazer, ain’t it?” Melvin said. “Blue on bottom, silver on top?”
    “Two-tone. I think they call that kind of paint job ‘two-tone.’”
    Melvin nodded silently. He allowed himself a look in the mirror: saw the close-cropped head of a black man, thirty-three years old going on some kind of zero. Reflected rain caused his image to cry the same fake tears as the painting of Jesus. Never liked the name Melvin. Momma called Malvernia: named after her. He suddenly wanted to ask her where she got her name, but she was dead now. Dead a whole year.
    The voice filled his ear. “Well, I should be retiring.”
    A name he did like was Malcolm. Malcolm Cartwri—Carter. Malcolm Carter.
Ex-treme.
    “Perhaps we’ll be seeing you in church on Sunday?”
    Melvin turned to the painting of the Son of God. Under a bright light you could see the faint shadows of numbers beneath the light brown hair, the pale pink flesh, the pure white of flowing robes—555, 666, 777—but in this light the face seemed almost real. As real as his, anyway, in the mirror, in the dark.
    Tears coursed dryly down.
    Melvin spoke slowly. “Tell the truth, sir, I been thinking-a pulling up stakes myself. Never mind a job. Man can’t even find a wife in this town.”
    “Not at Cora’s anyway,” the voice said, and the two men shared a laugh again, and again, for a moment, things were almost normal.
    “Been thinking bout heading west,” Melvin was saying, and even as he said it he could almost believe he had been thinking about it. Never been westa the state line after all, and that was hardly more than a hundred miles away. A man had a right to see the world. A right, if not a duty.
    “West, huh?” the voice said. “’S’a’ whole world out west.” There was a pause. “I guess Eddie Comedy said he was heading east. Missouri, I guess he said.”
    Melvin nodded his head at no one. “East is nice,” he said then, but the truth was he woulda preferred west. “Twenty-four heads east.”
    “Heads west too,” the voice said, “but I guess Eddie Comedy said he’s taking it east.”
    It was enough then, Melvin thought, it was almost too much. Anything else and he wouldn’t be able to do it. Eddie Comedy had pulled a lotta shit in his life, but he’d never done nothing to Melvin—except for that, of course. And he hadn’t really done that to Melvin.
    Well, he thought, there wasn’t no one to say he couldn’t turn around when it was all over, turn around and head as far out west as he felt like it.
    He looked in the mirror to check himself one last time, but as soon as he saw his face he realized he didn’t know what he was checking for, and he shifted his gaze to the reflection of Jesus. He remembered then, for the first time in years, how Sawyer Johnson had deliberately ignored the numbers when he’d painted the same picture. His Jesus had brown skin and black hair, his robes were green and red and blue. Sawyer had used the pink only on the scarred palms of Jesus’s hands, and he’d left the white out entirely. Reverend Abraham himself had pretended to scold Sawyer for the infraction, but twenty-five years later Sawyer’s Jesus still hung in the Reverend’s little office in the basement of the church.
    Melvin wondered where Sawyer Johnson was now.
    “I’m real sorry to hear you’re leaving us too,” the voice cut into Melvin’s thoughts, and its veneer of sorrow was as thin as the paint on the cheeks of the Lord. “Maybe you’d like it if I sent Grady Oconnor round to help you pack up? In the morning, I mean. Not right now.”
    “No, not right now,” Melvin said, and he thought, Grady Oconnor. He wouldn’ta thought Grady.
    “Well then,” the voice cut in again, as if reminding him that it wouldn’t do no good to speculate, at least not now it wouldn’t. “I guess that takes care-a just about everything.”
    There was a long pause then, and then Melvin heard the voice for the last time: “I wish you all the luck in this world, son’’ is what the voice said. “This world—and the next.”
    Melvin started to say thank you, but he realized the connection had already been broken. He imagined it: a brown thumb depressing a white button, a wizened hand with skin the color and texture of an old-fashioned grocery bag silently placing the handset in the cradle so as not to wake the sleeping members of the household. Melvin hung up his own phone just as quietly, even though there was no longer a household to avoid awakening. Momma died last year, Daddy killed in the Kenosha fire when Melvin was still a teenager. It occurred to him then: that was the reason he’d been picked this time. No one would ask where he’d gone away to, nor why. No one would miss him. No one expected him to say goodbye.

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